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Monday, March 10th, 2025 09:51 am
Am using a more uplifting moment to get past it.

Neighbour down the road (friendly-ish, but we're not hugely close, we just have similar thoughts on a bunch of topics) heard about my trip and was all "if I can get time free during school holidays, would you be interested in travelling around Iceland with me?"

Now I don't think it was a serious offer - you know how people say things but don't actually follow through? That said, she's messaged me before about doing a road trip out of the area for an evening so we could see some astronomical event that wasn't visible from Sydney. I kind of wish I hadn't had to be realistic about it. It would have been fun!

Anyway, it was lovely to have her make that offer, as though she didn't mind spending time with me. After some of the anxiety/depression/negative thoughts that I've been having, it's...so nice to know that someone thinks I'm someone they'd like to spend a week with, maybe even two.

I have to hold onto that when the brainweasels have the conn.

It's been rough lately, what with politics throughout the world and, well, some saddening/oblivious comments from friends. I love them, and I recognise that they don't have the emotional wherewithal for a broader perspective, but...
tielan: High Tea With Hathor (mood - snarky)
Friday, March 7th, 2025 07:55 pm
1. Did the house where you grew up have a newspaper delivered regularly?

Yes, I think so. This was back in the 70s and 80s and a newspaper was a standard delivery to most households. I think there were even a few 'free' newspapers around the area at the time.


2. Have you ever subscribed to an actual print newspaper?

Probably back in my 20s - the 90s, when newspapers were still very much a thing.


3. When was the most recent time you physically picked up and read a newspaper?

I sincerely do not remember, it's been a while. I saw someone on the train the other morning who had a full broadsheet, opened it up, and shook it out. I was transported all the way back to the early 00s again, commuting in to the city and having to contend with all the guys who thought that because they were doing important things like educating themselves on the state of the world, they had the right to shove a newspaper corner in your face.


4. Do you pay for news online now?

I do, in fact, pay a subscription for The Guardian Australia, because I do believe in paying for some news so that it's not all funded by billionaires. In Australia we still have ABC and SBS which are relatively sane and unbiased (where 'relatively' may be doing quite a lot of heavy lifting). I was subscribing to the NYT and the Atlantic up until the US Election 2024, and then gave up. No hope of sanity there and I couldn't be bothered.


5. Do you have any saved newspaper clippings?

Not I. What would I have clippings about?

B1, however, has newspaper clippings from the 90s about...topics she was interested in then, and which she intends to read. Someday. (Like all the other things she intends to read/sort. Someday.)

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Sitting in a section of the local pub with a glass of wine, my laptop out and trying to write. It's a bit of a lot.

I'm slowly getting more involved in the local independent candidate's campaign. Delivering pamphlets. Going to trivia nights with the team. Stuff like that.

I think we have a real chance if we can persuade people to put her first, and then their preferred candidate second. And we could. We really could. And the current MP is definitely running scared. They have dodgy tactics, stupid fwittery going on, and no sense of humour. So much brusque shooting down and angry internet postings going on, really. it's pretty sad.

Tomorrow I'm going to do some flyer deliveries up and around my street to raise her profile. (Or maybe I'll do that on Monday? IDK. Have to decide.) I've booked in to wander around the markets with her on Sunday. And I'm contemplating helping do point-of-contact at the major train station junction on Monday morning. I think they could do with at younger, visibly Asian helper for Hornsby - a lot of East and South-East Asians will likely actually think about it if they have someone who looks like them stumping for her. And there's a pretty high percentage of people from those backgrounds in the area...

I can hear B1 complaining about how I'm doing too much again. So maybe let's see how Sunday goes, eh?
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Tuesday, March 4th, 2025 02:11 pm
Watched the Oscars over at a friends' place last night. They run this every year, including a tipping comp which I toss my hat in the ring but usually end up with the wooden spoon because I don't know what I'm voting for most of the time.

Anyway, this year, the bit that really disturbed me was The Substance with Demi Moore. After the opening sequence for the Oscars and several of the shorts for it, I went looking for an explanation of what the movie was about. If you don't already know, it's about image, the sense of self, but done in a body horror context, and...well, let's just go with my reaction to the plot: EEK.

about women and female actresses and aging, discussion of 'the Substance' is under a further cut for body horror )

What's those lines from Pirates of the Caribbean?
Barbossa: The world used to be a bigger place.
Jack Sparrow: The world's still the same. There's just...less in it.


It's interesting; I don't use movies to inform me about new ideas about the world. I get that from...everywhere else. Reading articles. Links that people post. People's personal experiences relayed through social media, or blogs, or newsletters...

Movies and books? I want escapism. Fun. Happy heroic stories. And so mostly I'm not interested in the 'serious bizniz' of the Oscars or movies. Too disturbing for my state of being.

But it was nice to go over and watch the show with friends. It's always better doing things with friends.
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tielan: olivia smiling faintly (Fringe - Olivia)
Sunday, March 2nd, 2025 08:53 am
saturday's a special treat: there's a tater pudding )

It's been a quiet day today, though. Still tired, mind. Went to church and chatted with some people, but then felt a bit bleh on the walk home - anxious that a specific friend doesn't really like me. IDK. Not the same as the lady who (a couple of months ago) said there were people she didn't like in the church, and I realised that she's never come up and asked me how I am or shown any interest in me joining the conversation, or been particularly enthusiastic about my presence. Someone else who I'm wondering if they actually like me - but someone who's a lot more involved and around and about.

Also: I feel like I'm being left off a group of people who go and see movies. And I don't know how to get on the list without demanding to be included which...is awkward.

Anyway. I'm very tired and it's nearly 9pm. Might be time for bed now.
tielan: Wonder Woman (WW - bracelets)
Monday, February 24th, 2025 04:23 pm
I wrote one gift in one fandom and received three in three other fandoms! It probably helped that I went to the Pinch Hit list pretty late.

Borrow the Moonlight (100 words) by LittleRaven
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Angel/Buffy Summers
Characters: Buffy Summers, Angel (BtVS)
Additional Tags: Drabble, Cuddling & Snuggling, Season/Series 02, Slice of Life
Summary: borrow the moonlight / until it is through

Something Fun (429 words) by DesertVixen
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Bridgerton (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Anthony Bridgerton/Kate Sheffield | Kate Sharma, Benedict Bridgerton & Kate Sheffield | Kate Sharma
Characters: Kate Sheffield | Kate Sharma, Benedict Bridgerton
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Canon Compliant, sibling feels
Summary: Kate wants Benedict to do her a favor...

a different beach (346 words) by ropememory
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Wonder Woman - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Maria Hill (MCU) & Diana (Wonder Woman)
Characters: Maria Hill, Diana (Wonder Woman)
Additional Tags: Crossover, Candy Hearts treat
Summary: Groaning, Maria slowly pushes herself up to standing. She's expecting to feel lightheaded, or maybe a throbbing headache to incapacitate her, but neither happen. Maybe whatever wormhole or experimental time travel tech she fell foul of was nice enough to let her avoid the physical consequences.

They are all delightful in different ways.

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My assignment was an MCU Clintasha fic based around the idea of 'scheduling for sex'.

Setting A Schedule (1059 words) by tielan
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Clint Barton/Natasha Romanov
Characters: Clint Barton, Natasha Romanov, Maria Hill (cameo), Tony Stark (cameo), Jarvis (cameo), Steve Rogers (cameo)
Summary: It's not that they don't sleep in the same bed, it's that nothing comes of it.

There will probably be a sequel. IYKYK.
tielan: Wonder Woman (WW - leap)
Monday, February 17th, 2025 10:54 am
I set this story in cities around the world, many of which weren't in the USA, but which I'd travelled to: Bali, HCMC, Hong Kong, Mildura. There'll be sections of it in Italian cities where a young man with charm and charisma and the luck of the devil tries his wiles on a young woman who has no resistance - except the resistance to all gifts of Fae.

The character is American; she'll go 'home' at various points of the story - returning to visit her family, to protect them, to grieve with them, and finally to be healed among them. Not that the story is about that.

Currently I'm writing a scene that starts in Ho Chi Minh City (Saigon), and goes into a space which shouldn't exist.

I am actually getting a bit of creativity flowing again. Don't know how long it will last.

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australian politics: a little )

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WFH today, because there's industrial strikes for transport workers, and I just didn't want to even try. So I have asked forgiveness rather than permission. Also: it turns out I do have access to some of the systems that I need for my work, so WFH is not an issue.

I could do two or three days in the office, but it would be nice to be home some days.

Do I go to the gym and run for a bit? Hockey starts up pretty shortly and I have done almost no prep this year.
tielan: (don't mess with)
Monday, February 10th, 2025 07:25 pm
It was kind of amusing.

I watch the game of the Superb Owls but once a year - if that. Skipped the last few, tbh. Finally decided to take a day off and go to the watch-party with the guys at church, and, yeah, that game was... "interesting".

a few thoughts on the Superb Owl )

I made a cake to take along, because we were instructed to bring a dish to share, but...these are guys. You know the joke about the reason nothing happens on International Men's Day is because the men have to actually organise it? This is both a little bit like that, but also very much not like that.

The 'dishes to share' were two chip packets brought by the two other guys, hotdogs organised and cooked by the guy who organised the thing (American national married to an Aussie), and me with a slightly experimental upside-down cake.

It's fine. I enjoy baking, and I also enjoy inflicting it on other people. If I didn't enjoy it, I wouldn't do it; simple as that.

Also at the end, organiser guy collected the dishes and everything and did the washing up. No leaving it for someone else to do.

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A small note, in the middle of the game, I was thinking "golly they've got some loud drums at the game".

Uh, no. That was the storm cell dumping about 30mm of water on us in the space of an hour. OOF.

The gutters at church were not coping, neither was the smoke detector in the women's bathrooms... I opened the door and was met with a wet floor and a steady drip. A bucket/bin under it stemmed the tide while I informed one of the guys watching the Superb Owl with me - he's pretty much the church treasurer (we also had two of the three church wardens at the viewing party, and the third turned up for about half an hour just to chat).

Hope they got that cleaned up for the thing that was on this evening.

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cut for kind-of-peripheral politics and the world we're now living in, may be depressing )

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I still have to write up the brief on the Independent candidate. Better do it tonight or I'll lose all incentive.
tielan: (Default)
Saturday, February 8th, 2025 06:30 pm
It's been a week, even over here.

Creatively focusing is difficult right now, particularly where the ordering of thoughts is necessary. So writing is hard. Quilting is easier, but still difficult.

This morning, I went to the new independent candidate's launch. I kind of wanted to see what she was like, because I hadn't heard of her before this.

an attempt to unfuck Australian politics )

IDK, I'm having another crisis of personal likeability tonight. Convinced that everyone is out partying and none of them have invited me. That I'm just not the person that people actively specifically think that they'd like to include. *sigh*

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Anyway, I have just asked my FB friends if they know what the Shirley Exception is. So far, 6 for 'no', although one went to look it up and said "she knows the concept, but didn't have a name for it". She's also a lawyer. I'm curious whether people on here know.

I would expect more of us to know, mostly because we are the kind of people who end up classified in the Shirley Exception by our friends and family and colleagues and so forth, and the Shirley Exception does not protect us.
tielan: (AVG - maria)
Monday, February 3rd, 2025 09:14 pm
How interesting.

While googling how to make a cup of tea with my fancy (old, but never used) tea set, I landed on a "cup of tea scene" from Dr Strange and the Multiverse of Madness.

I watched about half of it, and then went looking for the tail end of my Meeting Halfway Maria/Steve series, which ended up dealing with the problem of canon-universe Wanda as best they could. (It mostly involved locking her out of their universe and leaving her for the canon-universe to deal with.)

I think that, in spite of being a universe-next-door and never having seen DS:MoM, I managed to tie it in very neatly!

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Lunar New Year was great: family, food, catch-up with cousins.

Feeling a little bit exhausted and run down. Not sure if I have actually caught something or if it's just tiredness. Also, I've been going back to the gym and all sorts of things are twinging everywhere.

And it might just be *gestures at everything*. Great moogly googly.

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I'm back to making quilts again! Partly because of the new year catchup with cousins (who I've been planning to make quilts for since forever), partly because I'm mostly made my way through all the quilts I finished off in the last couple of years. And now I'm ready to start the next set of quilts!

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Writing the [personal profile] candyheartsex fic and trying to keep it from getting smutty because that's not what the recipient asked for. Actually, I should also check how long it is.

Have begun the rewrites of And If I Rise in the first person. It's slow going.

Still trying to finish The Civilian Peace: each time I think I have it pinned down, it slips away, or there's a new aspect of the situation I want to have them look at. ARGH.

I was hoping to add to several WIPs but none of them have provided quite enough words. I know where I want them to go; getting them there is proving problematic.
tielan: Edna Mode, flames and glee (mood - glee)
Tuesday, January 28th, 2025 12:18 pm
Various people got involved in the "Create your own challenge" idea from [profile] snowflakecomm and I'm going to put their answers here in a single post.

From [personal profile] barbaratp: Desafio Cinéfilo de Plantão: liste ao menos 3 filmes que você gosta e 2 que não, em ordem decrescente. Explique ao menos em poucas palavras porque o 5 é seu favorito e o número 1 não.

(translation: Movie Buff Challenge: list at least 3 movies you like and 2 you don't, in descending order. Explain at least in a few words why 5 is your favorite and number 1 is not.)


movie buff challenge )

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From [personal profile] switchbladeeyes: What is a fanwork you'd like to see? Maybe it's something you've dabbled with. Or you've thought about it, but are coming up blank. Or it's a medium you enjoy seeing but don't personally create with. Make a post in your journal about a fanwork you'd enjoy seeing. For all you know, someone may create it, know where to find it, or chat with you about their thoughts on the idea.

an epic action-adventure with relationship development )

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From [profile] authorbynight: Talk about a remake, prequel or sequel you'd actually like to see. This can be anything from musicals, movies, books.

a variety of things )

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[personal profile] gingicat asked: What would you take on a three-month trip where you'd be essentially alone and out of touch? Assume that you'd have your personal favorite climate, all the conveniences that would make this fun but not onerous, but no electronics except for indoor climate control panels, household appliance control panels, and assistive and medical devices.

You can bring people with you - who would you bring? Are there any that you wouldn't bring with you but would want to have on a contact-exception list?

Answer in comments or in your own space, as you prefer.


my answer is kind of complex )

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And there is, of course, my own challenge: If you had to transpose one of your fandoms into another form of media, what media would you turn it into, and how would the story change? Would the story change?
tielan: (XM - scott)
Tuesday, January 28th, 2025 10:19 am
Or Lunar New Year. But I can't get out of the habit of CNY.

I'd like to invite friends over on Wednesday night for a small supper. Except that the back porch is a mess, and the weather reports are not promising, and I don't know who'd come anyway.
tielan: Maria looking resolute, walking away from a chopper (AVG - maria2)
Tuesday, January 28th, 2025 09:38 am
Chalenge #14: In your own space, create your own fandom challenge

If you had to transpose one of your fandoms into another form of media, what media would you turn it into, and how would the story change? Would the story change?

(Note for properties which have mutliple tie-in shows and comics and books, or characters that float through various properties in that universe, feel free to switch them from movie to TV series, or take a character known from a TV series and give them their own movie.)

Create it in your own space, and link to it here, or to post it below.
tielan: (kathony 1)
Thursday, January 23rd, 2025 02:32 pm
I took Thursday off, because tired and digestive system. Still not convinced that everything is hunky-dory in there, but with a lack of actual evidence, one is left to just deal with it. Some twinges, odd pain, weird sensation at my belly button (might be the yeeterus scar), and lots of gurgling.

Goodbye my love of food!

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I'm trying to clear up space on my phone, and it's not the easiest thing. I'm having to transfer videos over to my laptop (which will rapidly run out of space) and sort through which ones are worth keeping and which ones I'm not going to use.

I did take a lot of videos for the purposes of setting up a gardening channel, but I'm very bad at videography, and probably not a particularly nice voice to listen to when it comes down to it. Which is a problem when you're trying to make videos!

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Still trying to decide on whether I'm going into the USA later this year. Disneyland with friends! Actually, this time it's the prospect of visiting LA that's more interesting: food trucks, local colour, spaces and places and people! Things which I wish I'd known to go check out the last couple of times I was in LA...

And on the other hand...there's always the risk. I'm just setting up my travel insurance now, and although I'm listing the US on it (and I'll be visiting California) there's always the uncertainty. One can keep one's head down, sure, but if things go bad...

It's the "if things go bad" that's the roulette wheel, isn't it?

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Trying to work out how to edit/rewrite/redraft a novel without hating past!self for not getting it right first time.

Anyone have any advice on that front?
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tielan: olivia smiling faintly (Fringe - Olivia)
Tuesday, January 21st, 2025 10:50 am
Well, that was sure a day.

us politics stuff )

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I went and signed up to hear more from the independent candidate who's running in our federal election later this year, up against the conservative incumbent. I might join her campaign; we'll see. She's got some good points, and so far as I can see, I could back her.

Call me bigoted; I wish her hair wasn't so blonde. (I have nothing against blondes. But that white-blonde colour? Like, 'my hair bleached for 50 minutes' blonde. No.)

I'd like to get some conversations going with locals - people in the street, church friends, community groups. Talk to people about what is it that they want? How can that be achieved? Can it even be achieved?

the politics of people )

Anyway, we'll see what the indy has to say, and work from there.

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Personal Health News: cw digestive virus

I went to Emergency last night. I had a cafe breakfast, planning for it to last me through lunch. While I was swallowing, I swear I felt something in it that didn't feel like food. I swallowed anyway. And then I felt nauseous all morning, and threw up almost all of it by 9am.

I drank a little water, ate some fruit. Threw that up about 30 minutes later. I tried a few things, but couldn't really keep them down.

Went home about 2pm (I was debating whether I should or not) and then thought about going to emergency because my throat still felt like there was something in it, and bits of my chest were hurting.

I ended up drowsing away the afternoon, tried to have dinner, then threw that up, too.

Went to emergency around 7pm. Walked out at 11pm, having had an EKG, blood tests, and an X-ray, all of which could find nothing unusual or out of the ordinary. So they think it's a virus, and I should rest. (Yes, [personal profile] timespirt, I know...)

And here I am this morning, having logged on. Virus is still going. I think I'm only going to do a half-day, a couple of courses that are needed for compliance sake. Better let my colleague/supervisor know.


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Finally, social media is exhausting. And today is going to be rather warm. Just a smidge.
tielan: a vivid quilt in a rainbow of colours (quilting)
Monday, January 20th, 2025 09:14 am
I went back to my "2024 goals" post here and discovered that I indeed got some of my goals achieved!

2024 goals
1. Complete rough draft of The Nullifae: Agent of Change. (And it can be very rough. But she has to have closed the portal and Dion has to have offered her a job. I know how these scenes go, I just have to write the other scenes before them.) - DONE: and it is indeed very rough
2. Finish The Gathering Clouds (MCU: Psy-Changeling AU)
3. Get the roof repaired - DONE - and the ceilings repainted.
4. Produce apricots. (I have no idea how to prompt this. Really no idea.)
5. Finish and/or make 12 quilts/major fabric works. (clothing and curtains both count) - DONE


That's 50%, right?

Finishing the Gathering Clouds is still a pipe-dream. Apricots were unsuccessful (so were mangoes), and I think getting the ceilings repainted is going to be an expensive proposition. Trying to find anyone to do anything right now is an expensive proposition.

And here's the dozen quilts finished (most of them made in previous years but only FINISHED finished just now:

images, one two many lots )

And there are two more that have come back from te quiter and now need to be bound. *sigh*
tielan: Maria & Steve walking in sync (MCU - Maria/Steve2)
Monday, January 20th, 2025 08:35 am
A 12 hour ban and TT is back.

This is bad. You know why it's bad - state controlled media, emotional blackmail, Dumpfwashing...

Hell, I described it last night, only this time the situation has a twist:

The rest of the world are the neighbours listening to the chaos on the other side of the wall every night, and then it went silent, and we were worried but also kind of relieved that it had stopped. And just as we thought it was going to last...they're back. And we know that it's just going to get worse.

CRIIIIIPES.

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Sydney Morning Herald: To Build Trust In The News, We Need A Trustworthy Watchdog
Not sure if this is a gift link, free article, or behind a paywall, but it's an illustration of one of the key problems with the world right now.

Information is power, but if you can't trust the information to be correct, then you're not in a strong position.

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I'll post some positive stuff today. I think we're going to need it
tielan: anthony bridgerton and kate sharma dancing at the featherington ball (bridgerton 1)
Sunday, January 19th, 2025 10:43 pm
For the first time in at least a dozen years, I didn't get a single kudos on AO3 on Friday 17th.

I've had days where I had two kudos, and days where I had one. But other than when the system was entirely down, pretty much ever since I started writing in the MCU, I've had a kudos email every day.

Not anymore.

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It's very quiet on TikTok tonight. I've seen more Aussies and Canadians and people with less than 50 likes this evening than I have in the entirety of my time on TT. Also, lots more people finding my 'content' (honestly, it's a lot of people talking right now) and holding conversations.

And they're all so nice. I could yell "GUN CONTROL IS A BEAUTIFUL THING" and...the comments would be almost entirely positive and any negative comment would get taken out the back to have the shit beaten out of it.

...it's...oh man, guys. This must be what it feels like to get out of an abusive relationship. The peace and quiet. No more waiting for the axe to land. No belligerence. No hostile takeovers.

Wow.

As much as I love my American friends, your countrypeeps do kind of take up all the oxygen in the room...

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I'm contemplating a social media break for the next week. No Suck/Xitter apps. We'll see how I last. (Probably not very well.)

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I did see someone call a Cybertruck a Twitter Twuck, and that is now the proper and right term for them.

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I was hoping to finish The Civilian Peace tonight, but concentration has been absolutely shot (for reasons above).
tielan: (BSG - Lee)
Saturday, January 18th, 2025 11:50 am
New year on a new project is always a stressful time. Do they want to keep you or not? What things are they going to expect of you in the coming months?

Co-worker/colleague/team leader is good at navigating the project-level speak. I am not. I am a bricks person. (I know I've said this around here before.) I can do planning and big pictures, but I can't speak corporate, or measure KPIs, I'm just here to do the work and go home.

And I'm tired. Life has become very tiring this last year. One part menopause, one part *gestures at everything*. And currently the weather in Sydney is so crazy that sleep is very interrupted and not very deep. Not to mention the commute, my aches and pains, and, oh, just everything, you know?

Today was a Saturday that didn't involve doing anything. Nothing at all! Yes, I did some quilting and I did some shopping, but nothing scheduled. Nothing at all.

I lay in bed until nearly 10 am, it was...weird. I think I'm going to go to bed at 9pm. And read. Probably for three hours...
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