Having major exec dysfunction around food lately
Eating meals - well, prepping them - is a horrendously big thing atm. I'll put off cooking for ages, and then stare at the fridge and the things in it and go "there's nothing to eat, I don't feel like anything".
I do have some instant or quick meals in the freezer. Dumplings. Soup and bread. Vegie lasagne. I can heat them up, no problem. But IDK, I'm just...not enthused. Hungry yes, and knowing I need something, but just...not enthused. And the prospect of having to do all the steps to get the food out? Feels like too much.
I'll do other things around the house, no problem - cleaning, gardening, work, etc. I'll go to the gym in the morning, go shopping to buy food (bananas and mandarins) But food? I'm just...struggling if it's not set down right in front of me ready to eat...
I was on the verge of having cereal for lunch today, and then I discovered the milk was off. And I can't have dry cereal. I cannot even.
There are lots of awesome takeaways around, but that requires effort. And choosing. And ARGH.
I guess I'll go the banana and mandarins for lunch. But I'm going to have to make a decision about dinner and I'm not entirely sure I can.
Eating meals - well, prepping them - is a horrendously big thing atm. I'll put off cooking for ages, and then stare at the fridge and the things in it and go "there's nothing to eat, I don't feel like anything".
I do have some instant or quick meals in the freezer. Dumplings. Soup and bread. Vegie lasagne. I can heat them up, no problem. But IDK, I'm just...not enthused. Hungry yes, and knowing I need something, but just...not enthused. And the prospect of having to do all the steps to get the food out? Feels like too much.
I'll do other things around the house, no problem - cleaning, gardening, work, etc. I'll go to the gym in the morning, go shopping to buy food (bananas and mandarins) But food? I'm just...struggling if it's not set down right in front of me ready to eat...
I was on the verge of having cereal for lunch today, and then I discovered the milk was off. And I can't have dry cereal. I cannot even.
There are lots of awesome takeaways around, but that requires effort. And choosing. And ARGH.
I guess I'll go the banana and mandarins for lunch. But I'm going to have to make a decision about dinner and I'm not entirely sure I can.
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